| The good, the bad, and the ugly |
[25 Nov 2009|03:35am] |
I'm dating a guy that looks like Michael C. Hall (Dexter).
My best friend, who I dated a few years ago, and I had a confrontation because he couldn't control his anger. He brought up the end of our "romantic" relationship during the discussion. Oh, that's why you don't do the whole friends thing.
And ugly?
I have a lot of school work to catch up on...
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[25 Oct 2009|09:17pm] |
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I'm updating! I'm quitting my job this week. Bleh.
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| Midnight dinner |
[18 Oct 2009|09:23pm] |
That pretty much sums up my life.
That, and dungeons and dragons.
...and bombs.
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| AHHHH |
[16 Sep 2009|10:57pm] |
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SCHOOL GIVE ME MY LIFE BACK! I'm doing tons of editing tonight. Boo.
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[20 Jul 2009|12:49am] |
I went to the Chicago Colossal parkour jam this weekend. It was really great. First time in about a month where I didn't have a breakdown. Nothing is as revitalizing as sleeping on a hardwood floor in a room full of men and getting up early for a full day of challenging physical training. Oh, and a day at the beach.
I feel refreshed. We'll see how long this lasts.
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[02 Jul 2009|11:44pm] |
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I'm still alive. I've really just been working and doing as little as possible, to spend as little as possible so I can get caught up on my bills.
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| Lyricz post |
[09 May 2009|09:58pm] |
Well, I'm flat broke and it's scary. I don't have a job yet, but at least there is the possibility of work study.
Regarding the break up, I'm a little bit better than I was a week ago. Last post was drunk and immediately after the fact. I don't know how to feel about it yet, but there are some songs that have really hit me. Don't think I sympathize 100% with these lyrics. Oh and forgive any spelling or general mistakes because I just copied and pasted from the internetz.
I heard this on A Prairie Home Companion today. It was easily one of the most beautiful songs I've heard recently.
The Wilburn Brothers
My Baby’s Gone
The milkman whistles softly,
as he walks up to my door
The mailman brings me letters,
just like he did before,
They seem so busy all day long, as though there's nothing wrong
Don't they know my world has ended, my baby's gone.
Sometimes I wake up in the night,
and realize she's gone.
And then I toss upon my bed,
and wait for day to come
I try to tell my lonely heart it must go on alone,
but it cries the world has ended my baby's gone.
Hold back the rushing minutes make the wind lie still
Don't let the moonlight shine across the lonely hill
Dry all the raindrops hold back the sun my world has ended my baby's gone
Stars
Bitches In Tokyo
You can write my place out
Of the life you make
And all then things that mattered
When you knew my face
Cross off all the ways I failed you
Because I failed you
But I'm still in your blood
I'm still in your blood
The time when all our mistakes made sense
You needed it
The time when all the lying
You sympathized with sin
All this sabotage and blame
Well I can take it
Because I want you back
Temporary battles
Can take up half your life
How you dig your bed
Will it help you sleep at night
Forgiveness like a blanket
That you want to forget
But you still crumble at my name
You still crumble at my name
The time when all our mistakes made sense
You needed it
The time when all the lying
You sympathized with sin
All this sabotage and blame
Well I can take it
Because I want you back
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[02 May 2009|03:21am] |
Single. Good. I should have broke up with him.
Too bad I wasn't single when I met Max. Our affair could have been so much more.
Adam,
Grow up. Get focused. Stop smoking all the time. Learn to believe in yourself and your work.
I've bagged millionaires. There's not reason to pine over a midwestern writer with no motivation. I can at least live out my fantasy of push up contests and playing first person shooters in my panties. Only my panties.
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| Living the dream |
[22 Apr 2009|01:36pm] |
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Max played a gig at this lingerie fashion show today and I got a goody bag. Green silk and black net knickers. Win.
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[17 Apr 2009|11:21pm] |
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Wooo wooo women!
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| Kill Bill |
[12 Apr 2009|10:11pm] |
Starting at Revenge Fondant, the idea has evolved.
La vengeance est un plat qui se mange froid:
L'grand glace gâteau de sort malheureux
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[12 Apr 2009|06:15pm] |
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Hard conversations are... hard.
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[07 Apr 2009|10:02pm] |
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Love affairs are sometimes necessary. Sometimes they distract from the true problems. Too bad I like Max's eyes and Adam make me mad.
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[05 Apr 2009|08:58pm] |
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So, I went to the Purple Turtle in Camden and they played Vulture in addition to including pictures of him in their slide show.
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[03 Apr 2009|02:42pm] |
I'm a handsome British soldier.
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[23 Mar 2009|05:17pm] |
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Binge eating scares me.
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[15 Mar 2009|07:10pm] |
This weekend was soo awesome.
Thursday: I got to visit the Foundling Museum to drop off something then explore for as long as I wanted. Then PATRICK WOLF at Heaven! It was simply amazing. I need to upload the photos and video. After PW, someone bought me a drink. I made an easy exit, and caught the tube home. Walking up the affluent street on my way home, a man got out of a cab. He was about six foot tall, dark hair, long coat, nicely dressed, Chelsea boy. He started chatting me up and invited me in to have a drink with his dad... invited me in to his multi-million pound home. OH. MY. GOD! When did I become Reese Witherspoon? So, I'll let you decide how that evening concluded.
Friday: Other than getting up at 5 AM to get ready to leave for Belgium and wondering where my roommate was, it was great! I loved Belgium. We went to In Flanders Fields museum. It was really well done, the displays were creative and striking. I thought the gas mask exhibit was the most moving. I wish I had more time. After touring about we went to De 12 Apostels and had a few beers. Mostly, Sara and I hung out and chatted. I loves her. This girl Queenie and I talked a lot during that trip and really connected. That bar was crazy by the way, crucifixes everywhere! I was drinking Duvel, which means devil, and there were two of the exact same picture of naked kids. Strange yeah?
Saturday: Toured the battlefields in Belgium. I found those really interesting, but everyone was hung over or just dicks. They would not pay attention to our guides. It was really disrespectful and annoying. Just because Julien is crazy and loud doesn't mean that the other tour guides are less interesting. God forbid they would have to shut up for five minutes and listen. We ended up in Popering and my classmates were rude again. Embarrassing. I think they felt that since Belgians speak English so well, they should follow British/American customs. They don't HAVE to serve fries 24/7 because stupid tourists want them... Some girl was really rude to a server and I got really angry.
We got back around 9 and I got ready to go out with Queenie. We ended up at Hidden and Fire. Hidden was so amazing. It was a gay club playing 90s hip hop and R&B. The atmosphere was beautiful. We hung out in this loft with a canopy of fabric lit from behind. It looked so cool. Everyone was so well dressed-- lots of white suits. Amazing.
Today I slept in late and won't do my architecture paper.
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[02 Mar 2009|12:42pm] |
Go to jail, Chris Brown!
Forget reconciliation, forget forgiveness. You assaulted someone-- never mind that she's your girlfriend, never mind that she's a woman. So won-ton violence is okay, as long as your young and stupid? If that's the case I'm going to start stabbing nuns and using that as my excuse. Then I'm going to ask them to forgive me, because I know they will.
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[02 Mar 2009|12:34pm] |
I can't live with anyone other than Adam. People disgust me generally, like my roommate. I really hate the way she eats and sometimes she smells bad.
Spain was fun. Now I'm sick. But I got to ride into South Ken in a BMW with a pretty attractive guy. Nothing happened, except keeping my pimp hand strong.
Oh, and a guy missed his train home from Spain to spend more time with me. I told you about that pimp hand.
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| Valentine's Day--the weekend |
[14 Feb 2009|01:27pm] |
Adam and I are spending our Valentines day in two different big cities, partying.
I have a huge girl crush and want to get with her tonight. Hmm...
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